Christmas (:

hey! merry christmas (:

Yesterday, was thefirst time in probably 2.5 years i was triggered.
I know this is horrible to say, but i'm used to being the smallest one wherever i go.

My cousing just got out of a bad situation, and she refused to eat there.
so now shes about my size, maybe even bigger. It's just so hard for me. I reallllly need to stop comparing. But even though, i still ate my many calories.

Yesterday, I did a wonderful run.

2 mile warm @ 7:57 pace.

5 X 1000 m. @ 3:44 with :90 rest.

2 mile cool @ 8:42 pace
goood run, and i got a delicios protein smooothie, and 2 cliff bars, but only ate one!

But i had the other one this morning(:

i also had some truffles, and a HUGE thing of apple juicee (:

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME:

i don't know how to move the pictures around, all i know how to do is add them, but they just go to the top of the page :(

Merry Christmas!

I've been MIA for a looooong time, if anybody actually reads this. I have been doing GREAT with my eating and running.

For breakfast i had a 3/4 cup of steel oats, with sugar, and milk, with some peppermint sticks (:

I also had a 100 calorie yogurt that tasted like poop! and snow crack that isnt pictured, but if you have never tried this, you must!

snow, milk, sugar and vanilla extract! its addicting, thats why its called snow crack (:

Hope everyboddy has a wonderfull christmass!

and heres a picture of my WONDERFUL puppppy (: